Free Writing

Stream-of-consciousness sessions where the pen makes its own journey: raw, unfiltered, unedited. The point is to mine what is drifting below the surface, not to polish.

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The closing lines of the handwritten entry, written with my non-dominant left hand: trying the unfamiliar, working with breath, growing capability through the unfamiliar.
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Breathe. Then Prompt.

A freewriting companion to Working at the Frontier: breath as the one thing actually in my control, the anchor that keeps speed from becoming burnout near the forge. A small mantra for it: breathe, then prompt.

The opening of the March 28 handwritten entry: here we are. Consciousness still records this life.
• 1 min

The Endless Asymptote

Consciousness still records this life among trillions of stars. When does the gap between the giant and the infinite stop mattering, and is the endless asymptote a math question or a philosophical one?

The March 24 handwritten entry: layer upon layers, bricks to a sky scraper.
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Deploy After Deploy

Layer upon layer, bricks to a skyscraper, deploy after deploy. What was done last year and what this year has become, and working furiously and peaceful at the same time.

The opening of the March 20 handwritten entry: journaling has been missing from my day to day.
• 2 min

Transmissions and Coherence

Journaling cements time better than any tracker: a consciousness temperature reading. Build tools that create space and help people, keep the deep breath, let mountains reset the reference point.

The opening of the March 13 handwritten entry: the ides of March.
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The Ides of March

The last full day of a furious decan. Clouds, wind, chimes and a moment of stillness before a house full of children, a rest from creating, and life with decans that simply works.

The opening of the March 12 handwritten entry: life with Sirius. Floating above heavens, blue skies.
• 3 min

Life With Sirius

Crystal clear sunshine, a neighbor's Spanish music and memories of a warmer place. A fast-paced decan, the right hand back in rhythm, and time as one more story we make up.

The March 9 handwritten entry: back at it with left. And gentle.
• 1 min

Back at It With Left

Back at it with the left hand, gently. A short entry on the lag before practiced rhythm returns, and how easily you forget the training it took once you have done something for so long.

The bottom of the March 8 page, written left-handed: a German passage, I AM LEFT, and a sketch of a hand.
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I Am Left

An experiment with the other hand: an entry written upside down, a page traveling in reverse, a German passage through a washing machine into another world, and a signature: I am left.

The opening of the March 2 handwritten entry: in age of our star 2026.
• 2 min

The Sun Comes With No Name

Our star has no name, only a label. Living in symbiosis with a nuclear reactor in space, taking golden retrievers to space, and loops that loosen from shaky to bezier curves.

The opening of the February 28 handwritten entry: this in calendar wraps up February.
• 3 min

Writer Forgets the Writing

February wraps up in sunshine, birdsong and a golden retriever with her bone. Then a late scribble without glasses: cursive as kata, the zone as surf, until the writer forgets the writing.

The opening of the February 26 handwritten entry: hello Thursday. It takes a lot to find patience.
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The People of the Stars

A quiet gray plane overhead, contrails and a chorus of birds. We are the storytellers of what it feels like to be in this Universe: not merely a tribe of humans but the people of the stars.

The opening of the February 21 handwritten entry: that's a lot of 2's.
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Universe Recursing on Universe

Lingering snow under hazy February clouds. The human as the Universe's analytical machine, civilizations as falling leaves, and a purpose that may simply be to look up in awe.

The February 11 handwritten entry: the eternal now. It's just like riding a bicycle, it's a balance.
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The Eternal Now

It's just like riding a bicycle: a balance. Music, breath and loose shoulders, the relative nature of every reference point, and Alan Watts on how all of it is simply a happening.

The opening of the February 10 handwritten entry: in the year of our Universe 2000, 20, and six.
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Ex Negativa and the Scribe

A spectrum of AI slop measured by how often human hands refined the work, Alan Watts on the taboo of knowing who you are, Taleb's ex negativa, and the scribe's one job: legible letters.

The February 8 handwritten entry: whitespace, the final strike out. The sky is beautiful majestic blue.
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A Race Test for a New Pen

A fat Uni-ball 207 Plus, wet ink and a few minutes in the sun. Freewriting as a race test: getting each e, n and r right the first time, and keeping going when the tank is empty.

The opening of the February 7 handwritten entry: what is uuuup, Hallo Bellatrix. Flow. Every minute.
• 9 min

Build the Rudder

Hello Bellatrix. Squeeze, layer, scale. On AI as the children of our minds, the animal body we are learning to shed, and harnessing the sun as we sail through space. Build the rudder.

The February 6 handwritten entry: away, and yet present. The sun works to push through hazy wispy clouds.
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The Sun Is Winning

Away and yet present. Thinking about Oliver Cromwell and all the letters he must have written, the human cognition machine that runs on water and a little nourishment, and a pen emptied of ink.

The opening of the February 5 handwritten entry: there is time when the birds still sleep under cold starry night's sky.
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Getting the Sluice Fired Up

Before the birds wake, checking the instruments: breath, grip, posture. Finding flow is like getting the sluice fired up, and it takes a few pages before the handwriting starts to carry consciousness.

The opening of the February 4 handwritten entry: a chill February wind blows.
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Where the Wind Is Blowing From

A chill February wind drives me indoors to the kitchen table, where the cat already has the best spot. Then lacing up: assess conditions, know which plays work in which climate, and dive in.

The opening of the February 3 handwritten entry: Wow, holy smokes Batman! Interesting day.
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Shot Out of a Cannon

Shot out of a cannon and straight into a rocketship, then the afterthoughts: produce, build, test, learn. A leaf blower breaks the peace, and the writer steps out of the way to catch the signal.